i was looking at myself in the mirror earlier and thought to myself as i was looking at my facial hair, "do woman prefer facial hair or not?"

Hokay,
almost a couple of months ago, my girlfriend and i of three years, broke up. we, i would say, had a pretty good relationship. we both made each other smile, laugh, feel safe. however, we were also exclusive; we wouldnt really go and hang out with friends as much because we wanted to be with each other. so basically what i'm saying is that we didnt spend enough time with our friends.
                it eventually became a problem for us and would cause fights. we would also fight and bicker quite a bit. we have said and done things to each other that i regret and am sure that she regrets too. a little fight that shouldnt have been significant blew up and it ended our relationship. i had become more sad and depressed than ever. i lost almost 30 lbs and was always anxious for about 3 weeks after. i had made it clear to her how sorry i was about everything that i had done in the past and how this experience has turned me into a more mature and coolheaded person.
                   when she noticed that, she started calling me and wanting to talk to me before she went to bed at night, just like she did when we were together. whenever we hang out, we held each other like we used to, and we also kissed a couple times as well. she is however looking to date other guys. she tells me that she doesnt want to get back together with me right now, but doesnt want things to change between us. it also appears as if she is wanting to date another guy. so i am very torn and confused. i cannot handle seeing her and doing the things we do, and also see that she is thinking about dating another.
                   so i have been thinking. i dont think i can be around her while this is happening because i still love and care for her so much. do you think her behavior is temporary and i just need to be supportive? or should i just leave, putting my mind a little at rest and wouldnt see what would hurt me..